The pale country gentleman came to dinner
and found the young nun a very tasty dish.
(MF, nc)
By: Punchinello
for Pulp Erotica
England, 1837
She was a pious little thing, even for a nun.
But she wasn’t strong enough. Few are—even nuns. She stood transfixed
by my gaze there at the bottom of the stairs, in the flickering
shadows of the candlelight.
It was really quite pathetic, truthfully. Perhaps
too much so. She was so young and so innocent; she hadn’t yet
learned how to control desire, how to harness it and use it to
make her stronger in resisting temptation.
Older nuns, beautiful and devout ladies of
30 or 35, must be caught bathing or else in their nightgowns,
and even then must be coaxed and even debated. This poor girl,
tho, I needed merely to charm, to catch her gaze, hold it,
and draw her to me slowly. The vampire’s power to charm is quite
astounding. Altho it does not always give him absolute power
over his prey, it always at the least gives the beast a moment
to speak his peace, to really tempt his prey, when she
would normally flee from him without thought; a vampire, after
all, is not a beautiful thing to look upon.
Men—mortal men—see the handsomeness of jaw
and the patrician nose and believe the vampire to be irresistibly
attractive to women.
But women—beautiful women—see only the cruel
mouth, the dark eye. In that first moment, they see the vampire
for what he is: a gaunt and pallid creature, cold and unholy.
But then, then the dark eye sparkles in the lamplight; then the
cruel mouth speaks words of wit and style. And their defenses
begin to crumble.
But this poor, pathetic child required no words
at all, merely the sparkling spell of that sinister eye and unholy
grace of those gaunt limbs. She wore her habit, carried her beads,
wore the crux, but they did not help her. She did not turn to
them, find strength in them. Their beauty and their ceremony were
only so much ornament and ritual. She was mine from the moment
that our eyes met, there in the shadows at the bottom of the staircase.
We rejoined the our hosts almost immediately,
but with a new understanding. She remained entranced, staring
into the corners of the ceiling, responding to questions and conversation
only minimally, and, eventually, begging a chamber in which to
lie down. Our hosts obliged immediately, hospitable young couple
that they were, with their own bedchamber.
I excused myself early, intent on returning
late.
By the light of a sickle moon, I brought myself
to the balcony of the chamber. She, my prey, had opened the glass-paned
doors as an invitation, both an enticement and a sign. I crossed
the threshold without difficulty and brushed past the filmy curtains
into the dim chamber, silent and unseen.
The large bed sat apart from the rest of the
room, curtained with the same filmy fabric as that at the balcony
doors. I approached silently, with only the cool, night wind and
the song of wolves in the distance heralding my arrival. She,
the woman herself, parted the curtains.
Her face bore that familiar look of apprehension
and relief: I had come, and I had come to take her. Seizing her
gaze, I took her into my dark will again. She was helpless, but
terribly willing.
So dark and deep was her desire that she could
not raise a hand to clutch the silver crux that hung about her
pale throat. I snapped the chain that held it there and gazed
upon it with perfect impunity. I have not often had the opportunity
to examine the Idol, never in such detail, nor such a beautiful
example.
The tiny figure hung pathetically from the
wooden beams, iron spikes driven thru its wrists and folded
ankles. A gaping wound was in its side. Blood trickled down its
face from pricks made by the thorns in a wicked crown. The detail
was magnificent. A tiny plaque was nailed above its head and inscribed
with letters I could not know the meaning of. But all in all,
it was a glorious image, truly a thing to be worshipped.
And such a lovely way to die—so grand and picturesque,
and yet so simple and so deliciously cruel—death by slow torture.
I threw this thing away and with it her beads
of prayer. She was left alone to me, without power and without
hope. I was saddened not to have been present to deprive her of
that one last vestige of virtue: her voluminous, black habit.
This had been the honor of the young mistress of the house. I
wished I had been hiding outside the window to watch, but the
girl would have known I was near. Instead, I settled for another
sort of disrobing. I pulled the bedclothes down, further and further,
to reveal her to me.
It was painful to me, physically painful, to
see the sheets and coverlet come away and find beneath them a
simple, close-fitting, white cotton shift. On a beauty like her
I should have found small, white, lace underthings done up in
bows with tiny pink rosettes. This would have shown the girl’s
true nature, her secret longings and her wild desires.
A woman’s undergarments should be the expression
of her soul, her heart’s-cloth, the flushed and breathless poetry
in her that she may allow no one else to see but her lover and
her very closest friend.
This melancholy thing, wide-eyed and open-mouthed,
trembled preciously as I unbound the fate’s-knot of her yellow
hair. The braids fell loose and the strands came away with natural
curl. Ringlets framed her pretty face so daintily that I nearly
wept for pity—or laughed. In despair and desperation, she turned
her face away, but, in the act, could not help but offer up the
buttons on her breast for sacrifice.
It was then that I kissed her.
It is not a thing I often do, no matter how
profound my desire or desperate my hunger. This was a moment of
weakness in me, I know, smelling on her the scent of love bred
from terror and desperation. Mortals learn quickly to love what
they fear; it takes from the thing some of the power that it has.
It makes it less terrifying.
It was in that moment that I felt for her the
love that the hunter feels for his prey, that sickening love for
something come to offer total victory—and thereby to rob victory
of its sweetness. I kissed her pulsating throat, and I could smell
her rushing blood. I could feel her mortal fear and wicked thrill,
just below the surface, coursing thru her veins. In her heart
of desperate hearts, she wanted every moment.
I snapped open all the buttons down the front
of her underclothes. I pressed her back upon the bed. I untied
the simple bows at her sides. Then I pushed the straps from off
her shoulders and there, in the light of the oil lamps upon the
dressing table, were revealed to me those small and soft breasts,
round and white, that she had kept so well hidden for so long.
The tiny rose nipples begged licking and their roundness begged
gentle caress. My cold hands and thin lips responded eagerly,
and her own mouth answered with soft moans and quiet encouragement.
I moved down her lithe and trembling body and
slipped the slippers from off her feet. My hands caressed her
calves, pushed up her skirts, and stroked her thighs. I took hold
of one white stocking and rolled it down her rigid leg and off
her pointed foot. And likewise with the other. I kissed her foot,
her shin, and then the soft, pale flesh of her inner thigh. It
was so warm with rushing blood that it nearly burned my undead
lips. What delicious pain!
I stripped off my shirt and boots and fell
upon her with kisses and soft touches. She moaned again and again
and begged softly for total domination. I held her motionless
with my gaze while I stripped off the rest of my clothing and,
naked and pale, I lay beside her on the bed, stroking her womanly
inner flame and pressing soft kisses on her breasts.
Her own hands roamed my body, clutching, caressing.
I pushed her underclothes down over her hips and then pulled them
completely off her flushed and heaving frame. She lay there, twisting
wildly, caressing her own body, enraptured. I stroked her, kissed
her again upon those soft, red lips, and mounted her.
She spread her knees immediately and pulled
me to her. Her warm fingers guided my rod into her sticky-sweet
depths while her long legs wrapped themselves around my own.
We began a slow and heaving rhythm of thrusts
contrary to one another. After each, she would gasp and sigh,
a mixture of pleasure and pain. Both my strength and my desire
were of supernatural proportions, while her tight virginity was
unused to such ardent motion. Before now, it had surely only experienced
the most timid and guilt-ridden of explorations. Now it took the
full brunt of our passion, each thrust a stab at mortality, each
gasp a gasp for life itself. Her gasps became cries, and her cries
became one long and desperate plea.
She gave herself willingly. I took her wholly
and completely, giving nothing in return, and left her naked and
exhausted on the ravaged bed, bleeding lightly from the slightest
of wounds. I can only imagine the state the mistress of the house
in the morning, when she came to wake her innocent guest—naked
and uncovered, blood staining the rumpled sheets at her neck and
between her pallid thighs....
I am curious. I shall have to know the finish
of the tale; and the mistress of the house is the only creature
that knows it, the lovely thing.